God is enough..

I don´t know how many times I said that without meaning it. I mean, of course I wanted it to be true but in my heart there was always something left what I knew doesn´t belong fully to the Lord. But you know what, he ripped my pants off.. he pulled the rug out from under so :-)
Which means I feel like NOTHING is left right now, I couldn´t give it - so he took it. No, he didn´t steal it, but he took my prayers serious and my prayer was and is, that I would be abel to surrender everything and belong fully to him. Here we go..

Sometimes I feel like I would break in two but as I get it more and more that he is all I need and he knows what I need, and what I don´t have I don´t need, I feel sooo free.
I don´t have all the things I think - and still think - would be great to have, and not all my relationships are easy going and all right, and not all my finances are clear yet.. but I know it´s gonna be all right and for sure I know- he is what I really need; he is the one who satisfies my heart; he is the one who makes me "happy" :-) And I love to be happy, and right now I am happy with how it is right now! I am sooo greatful for that because I know that this is a gift too!